heart thoughts....

on a bed, lying down,
reminiscing about the past,
a lot has happened, a lot has changed,
just sharing laughters and love,
just staring into your eyes,
acknowledging how blessed my heart felt,
sound asleep into your warm cuddle.

standing in the airport,
staring at the send-off lobby,
reminiscing about the past,everything changed,
the people changed,tears present,
unwillingness to let go,
wishing time would stop there,
wishing the warm cuddle will never break apart.

looking out the window,
staring at the road,
reminiscing about the past,
everything looks the same,
but everything has changed,
waiting for the presence,
getting annoyed with the delay,
longing the warm cuddle again.

looking up at the sky,wishing in the heart,
everything would just come back,
no more changes, no more wishing,
every laughter, every tear, every fear,
every moment of being in the warm cuddle,
right into my life and heart.

sitting in front of the computer,
staring at the screen,
reminiscing about the past,
nothing has changed,
the people changed,fighting,
talking and consoling,
browsing through memories,
wishing the warm cuddle is right there.

sitting in the room of darkness,
staring blankly around,
reminiscing about the past,
everything has changed,
the person changed,
teaching and just relaxing,
where phone calls, internet is made,
where the warm cuddle once appeared.

memories plays along in mind,
reminiscing about the past,
everything seems the same,
but everything has changed,
sharing endless hours together,
hearing out one another,
being in an imagination of a warm cuddle.

LOVE SPECIAL: The Paradox of Love

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Love is not always a fairytale.
There are people who give so much love
to those who don’t love them back.
There are some people who feel so loved
and find out in the end they are fooled.
There are some who’s into mutual love
but can’t call as there partner as their own ‘coz someone already holds the title.
There are some who gave so much love
but the others won’t believe ‘coz they always consider your past.
There are some who received so much love
but can’t seem to move on from the previous relationship
or
the others just want to play game and choose their playmate.

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How can we love people who don’t seem to make things worth at all?
Why do we become so numb caring for people
whom at times don’t even think of us in a day or two?
Why do we let ourselves hurt and continue hoping
for a love that makes us defenseless?
And why do we prioritize these people
who only choose us as options?
Are these the reasons why sometimes in love
we end up losing ourselves?
Sad but true…

Masarap magmahal kung ang minamahal mo ay masarap!

Strong and content, I am now traveling an open road…….

Roads have a special meaning to us. They take us where we want to go. There is almost always a road associated with every place we go and every important event in our lives. Roads are everywhere, yet, roads are often minor details in our memories of important moments.



There is a parallel between roads and life. They make us think of our lives and how we have lived them – this is the road of life!

Rough roads, fallen bridges, deteriorating sections, heavy rains, flash floods and converging roads made it hard to travel and arrive safe to our destinations. It could even get worse by the stop signs, traffic lights, checkpoints, and intersecting traffic.



My travel in a cross road show my visions and progress through life. The life on the road is unpredictable and has many obstacles, yet full of hopes that the roads will be smooth and open.

My recent trip tells a good story against the horizon and tells how, against astonishing odds, I got to the place where I had to go.




“Cars” choke my roads… “Checkpoints” prompted me to stop often…. “Tires” stuck in the mud…”Heavy baggage” averted me from driving fast.

One thing, however, is certain… roads will continue to be a major part of our lives and will continue to symbolize the essence of our being…our decision..our fate!



I do take some precautions. I never pre-advertise my rides or route except to trusted friends. They love to give me directions, talk about the road conditions, wish me safe at all times and even travel with me just to make sure I am out-of harm in the road.

Do you hear me,
do you feel me moving through?
With my foot upon the gas,
between the future and the past,
I am here—
here where the desire to vanish
is stronger than the desire to appear.
I whimper no more, need nothing,
Strong and content I travel the open road.